No Doubt - Push and Shove (2012)

Gwen is coming to town, :D

This album is similar to previous albums

Still sexy with the voice packed with its skatonic instruments

Listen to Push and Shove and Settle Down...

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Deftones (2012) - Koi No Yokan

This is new album from Deftones - Koi No Yokan

let's check up what's Chino's Up To :D

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Ostracize

cast away...

neglected...

forgotten...

abandoned...

forsaken...

such a word, describe myself???

when i say ostracize??? does it mean i'm alone in this world?

seek for pleasure, satisfy the carnal desire???

does it mean i'm nothing???

understanding means beyond knowing...

keeping straight

standing in my principles...

does it mean i'm nothing...

pain means nothing with emptiness...

sorrow means nothing with agony...

throw me at light and i'll simply mock your spirit...

throw me at darkness i'll thank for your kindness...

Ostracize...

Ostracize my savage...

will i??

or i'll let myself drown into the fire...

God knows exactly what i'm not...

Muse - The 2nd Law

Well, another great album by Muse

i was so amazed with the song entitled Supremacy...

Bellamy put amazing passion in all the songs...

worth listening, in fact must listen :)

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Such a "Maze"

every single day even every single second...

not even once you can understand me.. yet you still hold on..

such egotistical i become...

hear only my voice, yet i scream to God to explain why things were incomprehensible..

such a Maze...

never get to certain point yet still carry on...

Goyte - Somebody That I Used To Know

Just found this song and I found it very soothing and calming.

Have fun...

God is lonely...

God is lonely...

poor God i said to myself...

people easily forget Him when they are in their joyful moments...

i easily forget Him also...

poor God i said to myself again

cuz people only come to Him when they are in grief

me too i think...

please don't be lonely nomore my Father...

i'll try my best to put You in every single moment in my life...

pardon...

God is WTF

God is What the Fuck

i said to myself for all those freakin life He gave to me...

Challenge, a challenge to this unimmortal body...

can it withstand thorough  burdens in its shoulder...

when i scream loudly, would He answer my despair??

life is like a clock, it'll stop when the batteries fully drained...

yet, life was not just ticking, it tick with its heart...

life has pain in it..

you don't have to suffer living in it

yet, suffering was the only thing that i knows...

God, sorry for being such sarcastic person,

cause, like it or not i'm just human...

when i say what the fuck, it does not only mean that i am against You

o Lord, it somehow shows my desperate wishes to be next to you..

praise God

Fly

"i just wanna fly"
said the little chicken loudly...

could it be just a dream...

or just desperate wishes...

"so lame" said the eagle...

why??

why you laugh at me??

did i say somethin wrong??

i have wings so i'm not dreamin..


why people why??

you laugh at me why??

i just wanna be me..

i just wanna be somebody great..

why you laugh at me why??

is that a noble manner??


i would rather die than stop dreamin..

i would rather die than stop believin..


i know someday i can truly fly..

sooner or later...

who cares...

i really don't care...

feeling a moment

when there is only you starring at the night sky...

don't ever think that you're alone..

just feeling the moment

feeling every breath you in and exhale..

there might be burden inside..

but, at least feeling the moment..

feeling the way you are exist..

feeling the moment..

feeling the moment..

cause it's precious..



inspired by: Feeder-Feeling a Moment

i'm not a human

so they say i'm not a human...

i care for only myself
i believe nothing but myself
i hear nothing but myself
i count on nothing but myself

to whom i should yell
frantically..

the only feedback i receive is only myself..

i need to think
i need to hold on

i need U


don't forsake me..

I put the lights off

I put all the lights off
To capture the darkness
The feeling is so thick
Deep drown in this sea of horror
Could not conquer the feeling…

Horrifying
Am I going to die…
Yet, I still breathe

What was it?
is this real…
or just an imaginary picture of myself

the real me is hid somewhere deep
it lies beneath
caged by desire and temptations
struggles to escape

will that be forever???

a minute to madness

say it loud my old fella..
say something that you really want to say..
don't bury it into deep
that's fine if you want to break
scream it loud

louder ...
let all know
let it free

ain't it gonna kill you
ain't it gonna break you

a minute to madness..
just a minute..
that's enough to kill or set you free..

grief and pain are endless
but then it's your choice to enjoy it
or to suffer from it..

life is suck my friend,
but every life has purpose
just let it free
let everyone knows ur purpose of breathing..

a minute to madness
ain't it something??
ain't it nothing??

it's your choice fella,
it's your choice...

Deftones - White Pony (2000)

Deftones White Pony

U crave 4 it, then Suck it up

Deftones - Around The Fur (1996)

Another album from Deftones


Just enjoy and Suck it up

Deftones Adrenaline - 1995

I recently fell in love with this band..

Just express ur madness freely..

Listen to this album while banging ur head on and on


Suck it up

Things around us

things around us??

what are things around us that so important?

guess what, i don't really care bout em
cuz i ain't gonna take it seriously

yes i did, i never done anything so serious

take everything as nothing just the dust

it blew and scattered

nothing, just nothing but the dust

am i egotistical?

am i such a pathetic?

am i just a fool?

i dont give a damn

i do my own business

you done yours

dontcha fucking disturb my world

dontcha fucking care bout me

i'm just nothing but the wind

nothing but invisible thing

nothing but a black dot

i ain't nothing but myself


I scream to you my Holy Lord of grief

I beg for ur blink of an eye

i wish u nothing but the grace

the grace of being ordinary human


now i think, i think, i think


so i breathe...

for thou my spirit

for thou my spirit

lies deep in my soul

set me free from my own madness

my own emptiness


let me free from the world of

sadness, sorrowfulness, and sickness


for thou holy spirit

thou i belong to

thou i die to



don't forsake me


i crave for ur touch

i beg for ur mercy

me and myself

i talk to me and myself,

what's actually inside ur mind?

a pack of dogma?

a bundled of spiritualism?

or even

a sort of lustful desires...

do i seem to care? i said to me...

but myself can't stand on it...

i have to crave for the truth...

the truth of being human,

being such a living flesh...

what was i doing for so long?

regretful?

do i have to?



starting today,

reclaiming regaining reinforcing

things will never and ever be the same

time swallows everything past


change, different ways

i ain't get nothing but the sun shine


just let it be


me and myself might be the same and vary

but me and myself will always crave for The One


Just let it be, and let it be

memories

what will be so exhilarating in a life

what will be so fancy in a life

diamonds..

no,

no single thing can buy

the cheers, laughs, tears, and joys

that could be only happened once in a lifetime,

if i had power,

i'd do whatever it takes to just back to that time

just once...

in the middle of a night

in a middle of a night..

when i don't really know what to do

i just imagining something in the future

something that yet unreachable..

something that disturbs my mind

something that i can't yet discover

what's the point of imagining then??

i don't know don't yet to know

damn God?

what lies beneath?

what lies beneath the ocean?

what lies beyond?

what lies beyond the great blue sky?

question to You?

question to the so they say "Savior"

so they say "The Great"

do you really care what happens?

do you seems to care bout it?

question?

are you there watching?

are you not kiddin?

kiddin to your beloved creature?

your beloved slave worshipers?

question to You

so they say "Merciful"

so they say "Father of Wisdom"

do You yourself let suffering occur?

let war blossom?

let hatred flourish?

can i still believe in thee?

with all these pain and grief?

can You guarantee?

guarantee that Heaven truly exists?

guarantee that peace will come?

or instead

You doom

You burn

You annihilate?

who knows?

i don't know..

do i seem to care?

L'Arc-en-Ciel - Butterfly (2012)

This is a new album from L'Arc-en-Ciel - Butterfly

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Alanis Morisette - The Collection 2005

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Alanis is one of my favorite female singer.. :) i just want to share her album to y'all fellas :D

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Labyrinth,

Enter the labyrinth of life,
Where everything is so vague,
Where your vision is blocked,
Where your passion is sealed,
Where your temptation is locked…

Which path do you trust?
Which way do you want to choose?

Can you believe in someone?
Can you believe yourself?

Could you find the exit?
Do you believe the exit?
What if it’s not the real exit?

my pleasure...

how you respond gratitude expression like "thank you"

later on, instead of saying "you're welcome" please say "my pleasure"

that's what i've learned recently :)

insomnia? yet i just can't sleep so early..

i don't know why..

i don't know how my body, metabolic system work..

i'll find out later..

yeah.. that's what i can do..

...

period period period

zzzzzz

i'm sure it's not insomnia

don't cha worry bout me

zzzzzz

period.