A passion or desire?

Looking at the mirror I saw myself smiling..

Was that a real smile?

Was that a hunch?

You were thinking of something horrifying...

Driven by desire, a lust, or a sincere curiosity?

Can you hold on to it?

Won't you let it slide?

Can a human cross the boundaries between evil and compassion?

Am I believing in God or just blindly guided by mass conception?

The hell it was about?

A purity?

Was it?

A deceitful craving..

I do not know what it was or what is it..

I may never know...

A new challenge has arisen!

Life is evolving indeed..

I felt it was just yesterday, when chasing dragonflies and collecting grasshoppers kinda fun thing to do..

Now, dealing with people, which sometimes is tiring and unbearable..

It was fine to be just you back then..

But nowadays, you kinda sometimes need to act like someone..

Well, that's life and it is evolving..

I was single and clueless bout relationship..

Now I am a father with a son and about to be a father with a daughter as well..

How exciting!

Distance is still playing tricks..

do not know how to act accordingly..

Putting my faith into Him is something that I can only do right now..

Well, no one knows exactly what happen and will happen to me..

I am just doing the best that I can..

Being the best that I can..

Hopefully, my consistency bears fruits!

I still do..