Faith is not always about Him..
Is not always about surrendering yourself unto Him..
Is not always about trying to please Him..
I failed all those..
I can never feel worthy to Him..
I would never be His best option..
But, I realized that
Faith can also be the willingness to go through process..
Something like gone through hell and back..
Willing to take harder path and thrive..
Willing to suffer..
And even not knowing when all the process ends..
It may never end..
Cuz perhaps..
The end is your end of life..
Worry not, cuz perhaps..
You'll get eternity as reward..