Am I alive?
When death is the one I seek...
Am I alive?
When living is not the option...
Am I alive?
When suicide becomes the only fantasy...
Am I alive?
When the living wants me to die...
Am I alive?
When pain becomes my soulmate...
Am I alive?
When suffering is the reality...
Am I alive?
I am alive...
I wish I were the Night...
Howling in the silence...
Growling in the darkness...
Fearless and Fearsome...
Clouding the minds...
Controlling the souls...
Hypnotizing...
Bound the unbound...
Unlimited fantasies...
I wish I were the Night...
Who am I?
Among the dark...
I'm nothing...
Can't be seen...
Who am I?
Among the dark...
I'm something...
Can't be dreamed...
Lost... and powerless...
Down... and surrendered...
True light I dreamt...
True night I slept...
Wanting and waiting...
For a miracle...
A mere concoction...
A sole conception...
A vague perception...
Among the dark...
I contemplate...
I corelate...
Among the dark...
I am vanished...
I am dancing with the Devil...
Tapping my toes onto his floor...
Clapping my hands into his taunt...
Yelling loudly "gimme gimme gimme"
The passion of a fleshy desire...
The temptation of burning lust...
An endless earthly satisfaction...
Paradise of hedonic seduction...
A mere humble offering from the Morningstar, the so called Bearer of Light!
O my Holy Lord...
Spare this poor soul...
Spare this filthy creature...
I'm begging you please...
Please give me ur wisdom...
As I am weak and powerless...
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