The Lonely Tree

I passed this lonely tree...
Looked at there and wondered...

Why are you there?
How come?

So strong and resilient...
Don't care bout tides...
And waves sees to be a rhythm...

Are you not tired?
Were you struggling?

Yet, you kept silent...

Well, it's your choice...
We're just passers...
Who'll always admire your such very nature...

Life

Life...

Life is challenging...
Life is unpredictable...
Life is hard lesson...
Life is abusive...

Yet,

Life is grace...
Life is blessing...
Life is giving...
And forgiving...

A bridge made of hair...

I was walking on a bridge made of hair...
Lots and lots of tiny piece of hair...
So dark and smooth...
Soft and tender...
I could smell the fragrance..

On a different ocassion,
The bridge felt different...
It was not dark, i could see some accent to it...
It looked still so soft and tender...
But, the fragrance was different...

I was amazed by its enchantment...
But, I began to worry...
Where's my bridge?

The bridge I long crossed?
The bridge I long cares?
Is it still the same?
Or long gone?

At the Junction

At the junction,
We look right and left..
Making sure to safely turn..

At the junction,
We look for signs..
Making sure on the right direction..

But, at the junction,
We rarely looking back..
Knowing the path cannot be undone..

At the junction,
We decide..
Where will we choose our path..

A vaguely breeze...

A breeze I felt...
A breeze I embraced...

Not a single whisper I heard...
Nor a calm voice I grasped...

Where's the sensitivity?
Where's the intensity?

A vaguely breeze...
None should freeze...

Freedom

Freedom...

Are you free? If your life depends on something...

Are you free? If your voice relies on something...

Are you free? If your aspirations based on something...

What is freedom then?

Unleashing the very primal desire without any consequences?

Acquiring any licenses to commit any actions without any consequences?

Is that freedom?

Freedom is a thought...
Freedom is a commitment...
Freedom is a belief...

To show that mankind has free will...
Mankind doesn't have power over mankind...

God does...

A breeze of calamity...

When you see around..

Look around and see things..

Feel the passion,
Sense the warmth..

A breeze of calamity,
Touching your skin,
Entering your soul..

Feel it as it goes,
Feel it as it moves,

As it won't be everlasting
As it will meet its end..

Weird Feeling

Isn't it a weird feeling?
When you feel something that you shouldn't feel..

Fear!
Fear of losing..

Fear of falling..

Fear of tempting..

Fear that the world will never be the same...

Temptations

Temptations,

Those who seek for lust know
Those who seek for win know

Then, what's desire?

The urge of sin
The rush of passions

Man can't deny!

The beauty of a creature..
The rushing blood of intimacy..

Temptations,

Will it be to blame..
As our very nature...

An essence of life..

Men are primal beings..
As man live to dominate..

An essence of life, lust and passion..
Can't escape..
Can't deny..

Responsibilities are just an implicit dogma..

Thou say responsible as you keen on breaking rules..

Who are you to judge?
What are you to criticize?

A mere human, with primal desire..
A fellow creature with lack of manifest..

An essence of life,

A true reason why we are human..
A nature we can't escape..

27 today

up until now,

i know some feelings...
i see different things...

how it feels when love is around
passion flows...
and yet, hatred grows...

i can't tell what world prepared to me...
i can't tell whave Lord assigned tome...

but i know,

He still lends me His power
His strength..

i once asked His wisdom...

i don't know that i have it or not...

bu i believe,

He knows what's best to me...

i struggled and still struggle...
facing days, month, and perhaps years to come...

but at this point,

i thankful for His grace,

though sometime my hatred grows..
my love and passion follows..

27 years of breathing..
27 years of laughing..
27 years of contemplating..

i don't know when till i stop..

but i know,

He still lets me to continue

this journey...

Thanks my dear
Thanks my Lord...

Song of a Broken Man

Song of a Broken Man

Falling for a woman
Who i cannot run
Falling for someone
Who i can't feel fun

Running for a woman
Who i cannot see
Running for someone
Who i cannot be

Reff:
O God I need, someone
Who i can be free
O God I need
Someone who want me to be

Please release me
For this
Chain is binding me
Please set me free
For this spell is killin me

Loving for a woman
Who i cannot touch
Loving for someone
Who i cannot crush

Killing for a woman
Who i cannot reach
Killing for someone
Who i cannot breach

Reff:


Love from a woman is all that I want,
And i promise that I'd never get away.
Love from a woman is all that I need,
And i promise that I'd never break away.

In Love With You...

In Love With you..

Everyday,
sad or gloom
Happy and joy..

You're the one
Who made me sad and cried..
who made me laugh and fly..

In Love With you..

Every moment,
Everytime..

When I made you cry
I made you smile..

Even when I made you wanna die..

I'll never, not even once, doubt your love..

Cuz,

I'm in Love with You..

Agony

Agony,

Thou who sat down in agony..
felt useless
Despair..

Not knowing where to go..
drowning..

Realizing unspoken reality..
Surrendering to the darkness..

Emptiness,
couldn't deny the truth..

That thou're not the only one..
Who felt that way..

Setting it free was a vague expectation..
letting it bind was the only choice..

Where's the freewill that Thou gave us?
merely was just an admiration to the Superior being.. what should I?

Dogma

What is a dogma?

Is it a set of rules?

Is it rules that is set?

Is it a crafted ideology?

or, is it a natural conception?

Is it driving us to perfection?

or, is it the contrary?

What is a dogma then?

when we kill each other to defend..

when we think one is superior then others..

Faith

Faith,

If God asked me to jump from the tallest cliff in the world..

I'd do

If God wanted me to lit myself on fire..

I'd do

If God required me to die on His side..

I'd undoubtly do

Faith...

If you believe...