Ostracize

cast away...

neglected...

forgotten...

abandoned...

forsaken...

such a word, describe myself???

when i say ostracize??? does it mean i'm alone in this world?

seek for pleasure, satisfy the carnal desire???

does it mean i'm nothing???

understanding means beyond knowing...

keeping straight

standing in my principles...

does it mean i'm nothing...

pain means nothing with emptiness...

sorrow means nothing with agony...

throw me at light and i'll simply mock your spirit...

throw me at darkness i'll thank for your kindness...

Ostracize...

Ostracize my savage...

will i??

or i'll let myself drown into the fire...

God knows exactly what i'm not...