exhilaratingly irritating

what a exhilarating sensation you have?
a short feeling of heaven...
numb your morality...

many times I said "i'm done with you"
yet, it keeps coming back again and again...

o'God glory God, the Merciful God
i condemned this insanity
i cursed this vaguely quivering excitement

forgive my tenacious behavioral
forgive my lack of

i just couldn't resist
the temptation this lesser god offers

i do apologize...

Free me

Free me from this skull

free me from this ghoul

cuz i wanna haul

my soul from the Sheol

Dualism

What say you to God?

When you see somebody's being butchered to death...

What say you to yourself?

When somebody's actually your love one?

What say you?


I say, what am I supposed to do...
He says, he is taking everybody's pain...
She says, shame on you...

Will it be a matter?
if you surrender yourself to a fire...
Will it be a matter?
if you surrender yourself to a light...

or, is it a matter if there is neither light or fire?


What say you?

Intricate, delusively suffocating

You said world is full of love,
yet, it is full of hatred and mockery

You said world is full of compassion,
yet, it is full of vengeance

You said world is full of peaceful minded people,
yet, it is full of carnal minded people

It may be taking years to fix broken bones
It's surely taking forever to fix broken mind...

do i have to contemplate?
or do i have to take an action?
surely i will question..

am i one of them?
or am i an exception?

so, who are you?