i'm not a human

so they say i'm not a human...

i care for only myself
i believe nothing but myself
i hear nothing but myself
i count on nothing but myself

to whom i should yell
frantically..

the only feedback i receive is only myself..

i need to think
i need to hold on

i need U


don't forsake me..

I put the lights off

I put all the lights off
To capture the darkness
The feeling is so thick
Deep drown in this sea of horror
Could not conquer the feeling…

Horrifying
Am I going to die…
Yet, I still breathe

What was it?
is this real…
or just an imaginary picture of myself

the real me is hid somewhere deep
it lies beneath
caged by desire and temptations
struggles to escape

will that be forever???