a minute to madness

say it loud my old fella..
say something that you really want to say..
don't bury it into deep
that's fine if you want to break
scream it loud

louder ...
let all know
let it free

ain't it gonna kill you
ain't it gonna break you

a minute to madness..
just a minute..
that's enough to kill or set you free..

grief and pain are endless
but then it's your choice to enjoy it
or to suffer from it..

life is suck my friend,
but every life has purpose
just let it free
let everyone knows ur purpose of breathing..

a minute to madness
ain't it something??
ain't it nothing??

it's your choice fella,
it's your choice...

Deftones - White Pony (2000)

Deftones White Pony

U crave 4 it, then Suck it up

Deftones - Around The Fur (1996)

Another album from Deftones


Just enjoy and Suck it up

Deftones Adrenaline - 1995

I recently fell in love with this band..

Just express ur madness freely..

Listen to this album while banging ur head on and on


Suck it up

Things around us

things around us??

what are things around us that so important?

guess what, i don't really care bout em
cuz i ain't gonna take it seriously

yes i did, i never done anything so serious

take everything as nothing just the dust

it blew and scattered

nothing, just nothing but the dust

am i egotistical?

am i such a pathetic?

am i just a fool?

i dont give a damn

i do my own business

you done yours

dontcha fucking disturb my world

dontcha fucking care bout me

i'm just nothing but the wind

nothing but invisible thing

nothing but a black dot

i ain't nothing but myself


I scream to you my Holy Lord of grief

I beg for ur blink of an eye

i wish u nothing but the grace

the grace of being ordinary human


now i think, i think, i think


so i breathe...

for thou my spirit

for thou my spirit

lies deep in my soul

set me free from my own madness

my own emptiness


let me free from the world of

sadness, sorrowfulness, and sickness


for thou holy spirit

thou i belong to

thou i die to



don't forsake me


i crave for ur touch

i beg for ur mercy

me and myself

i talk to me and myself,

what's actually inside ur mind?

a pack of dogma?

a bundled of spiritualism?

or even

a sort of lustful desires...

do i seem to care? i said to me...

but myself can't stand on it...

i have to crave for the truth...

the truth of being human,

being such a living flesh...

what was i doing for so long?

regretful?

do i have to?



starting today,

reclaiming regaining reinforcing

things will never and ever be the same

time swallows everything past


change, different ways

i ain't get nothing but the sun shine


just let it be


me and myself might be the same and vary

but me and myself will always crave for The One


Just let it be, and let it be