I'm the man who stood and starred bewildered against the sky

I stare at the blue sky
Looking for the brightest star

I stare at the night sky
Looking for the bright sun

I stood there for a long while
I have not found those I looking for

Bewildering,
Not knowing the answers

What am I mistaken?
Am I got dementia?

Who am I looking for?
What am I looking for?

Why I could not understand?
Why I could not move on?