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Salatiga, Central Java, Indonesia
Hi I am Bramantya Widiantoro but most people know me by Badonx. I love adventure and nature tho I must admit that I have not spent much time in this. I write stories and poems to express my feelings toward many things such as humanity, love, relationship, or even jokes. I own CB150R and I love to ride it whenever I can. I am married and I have a wonderful wife that inspires my life. Cheers!

Saturday, May 17, 2014

26 Years of Contemplating, 26 Years of being Humane

What humanity means?
26 years contemplating, finding the true meaning of humanity
26 years contemplating, finding the true meaning of love...

What is humanity?
when people treat u badly
when people treat u unfairly

What is love then?
when people hurt u
when people let u down

Sin took you over?
Sinner I have become?

why serenity felt so far away
yet, mourn always be my company...

Shall i take a leap of faith?
a leap that might change my destiny...
a leap that might send me to abyss...

Thou who born from light...
Thou who'd seen my sinful acts...
would you let me free or let me die?

dying from the vaguely exhilarating pain
dying from the pseudo satisfaction

O Holy Lord, I lost in this crowded paradise
a heaven of treachery, mockery, and slavery

O Holy Lord, please forgive me
lead me to your glory
lead me to your miraculous Kingdom... 


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