Resident of Hope

A resident of hope?

are you?

when your dreams were raped and torn to pieces...

do you succumb?

A resident of hope?

are you?

when your rights were tossed to the ground...

do you struggle?

A resident of hope you said?

so how you manage it?

show me how to manage it!

when mine is shattered and scattered...

26 Years of Contemplating, 26 Years of being Humane

What humanity means?
26 years contemplating, finding the true meaning of humanity
26 years contemplating, finding the true meaning of love...

What is humanity?
when people treat u badly
when people treat u unfairly

What is love then?
when people hurt u
when people let u down

Sin took you over?
Sinner I have become?

why serenity felt so far away
yet, mourn always be my company...

Shall i take a leap of faith?
a leap that might change my destiny...
a leap that might send me to abyss...

Thou who born from light...
Thou who'd seen my sinful acts...
would you let me free or let me die?

dying from the vaguely exhilarating pain
dying from the pseudo satisfaction

O Holy Lord, I lost in this crowded paradise
a heaven of treachery, mockery, and slavery

O Holy Lord, please forgive me
lead me to your glory
lead me to your miraculous Kingdom... 

It's hard to be me

It's hard to be me,
when i must make everybody satisfy
but, neglecting my own joyfulness

It's hard to be me,
when i must make decision
based on somebody's interest

It's hard to be me,
when i must not care about myself
others instead

It's hard to be me,
when i must do somebody's request
contrasting my principal

Don't you think?