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i hate to say to myself that i felt so ruined

ruined by my fucking desire and lust...

i said to my self that i am a strong guy

but it turns out i'm just a fucking weakling

i can't handle myself

i can't handle my fucking desire..

so??

i lost to something that i always be my fantasy...

fuck i say to my fantasy!!!

now, i want to grow myself better...

no such this and that fantasy..

enough with that shit..

enough with that nonsense

enough wasting time


now it's time to move

it's time to improve

it's time to unrevealed the things

i know i can

i know...