in the middle of a night

in a middle of a night..

when i don't really know what to do

i just imagining something in the future

something that yet unreachable..

something that disturbs my mind

something that i can't yet discover

what's the point of imagining then??

i don't know don't yet to know

damn God?

what lies beneath?

what lies beneath the ocean?

what lies beyond?

what lies beyond the great blue sky?

question to You?

question to the so they say "Savior"

so they say "The Great"

do you really care what happens?

do you seems to care bout it?

question?

are you there watching?

are you not kiddin?

kiddin to your beloved creature?

your beloved slave worshipers?

question to You

so they say "Merciful"

so they say "Father of Wisdom"

do You yourself let suffering occur?

let war blossom?

let hatred flourish?

can i still believe in thee?

with all these pain and grief?

can You guarantee?

guarantee that Heaven truly exists?

guarantee that peace will come?

or instead

You doom

You burn

You annihilate?

who knows?

i don't know..

do i seem to care?