Empathy

I'm feeling what you're feeling...

I might be wrong but, the feeling is real...

I don't really ask for this strength, yet it stays and grows..

O dear Lord..

I really wish You'd never strengthen this feeling..

Now that I have it,

Could you please kindly help me to use it properly...

I'm begging You...

Pressure

Living means dealing with pressure..

Pressure being a human..

Pressure to dealing with necessities..

Pressure to be someone..

To be something..

That sometimes, we couldn't handle..

It's the right thing to be ourselves..

But, to be ourselves is not always the easier thing to do..

I haven't be the best of myself..

Been the worst..

Question is..

How can I be the best of myself?

This question lives..

Till now and yet not knowing the answer..

Not tomorrow..

Not know when..

Or I never meant to know the answer..

Crisis

I'm on a crisis..

Financially.. perhaps..

Morally, maybe..

Mentally.. could be..

What I'm really worried is faith..

What if I don't have any faith no more..

Faith in humanity..

Faith in Him..

Or even, faith in myself..

Why is everything so wrong..

Why is my life seems unfair..

What did I do wrong?

Who I have wronged?

Is it something..

Someone..

Or, is it myself?

I have no idea..

I have no clue..

Life could be easier..

Life could be simpler..

But, why it doesn't seem so..

What should I do..

Who should I run to?

Is there any exit?

Is ther any hope?

God?