A quivering heart...

My heart is quivering...

Repeating the same sound...

Same rhytm...

Same beats...

Same name...

Craving for the same intention..

Same attention...

A mirror of deception...

I'm looking at the mirror of deception..

Where everything looks clear..

Where everything looks perfect..

Eventually,

It is all blur..

It is all flaw..

Break it apart..

Turn it to reality..

A mere deception I chased recklessly..

A contaminated inception..

A deluded perception..

Shall I keep chasing it?

Shall I let myself free from its bind?

What should I do Father?

Hope

A beautiful word Father has given..

A word so powerful..

A word so sharp..

A word so strong..

A word so meaningful..

A word so thoughtful..

A word so dangerous!

Give someone the word, and they will keep believe in!

Take it from them, and they will die!

A hope..

A single hope..

Enough to turn chaos into serenity..

Enough to bring doom for the realm..

The Wall

I stood against the wall..

So tall and sturdy...

It gave me whispers...

Its enchanting structure trapped me...

I shouted to it...

Shouted my admiration..

Shouted my desire...

Even my despair...

Not only once, but many times...

It smiled back...

No words came out...

Nothing...

Not even a single word...

This wall...

Wondering what happened...

It's all perfect on my side...

But, it just kept silent...

Kept its mouth shut...

Tight!

There must be something!

On the other side..

Sinner I have become!

God gimme your grace...

Father, forgive my soul...

I failed to honor your name...

Sinner, I have become...

I could not resist the temptation...

It's so delightful...

It's so lustful...

It's so meaningful...

Father, forgive your very son...

Help me to rise again...

In your Name...